windshift

Fri, 01 Jan 2010 11:25:43 GMT

i love my sf fam so much
even with the champagne in my eye and everything.

happy new years.
you make me happier then you will ever know

Sun, 13 Dec 2009 11:05:51 GMT

03:00-03:05 (probably longer): playing elton john. too loud for 3am. our neighbors can totally hear. i am not interested.

the honeymoon is definitely over. over over over.

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 10:56:48 GMT

Being home for a little while makes me miss southern california.
Being home for a little while makes me hate southern california, and everything it stands for, and makes me appreciate san francisco a million time more.

In short, holiday breaks always make me conflicted but grateful for san francisco and my sf family.

Fri, 20 Nov 2009 23:03:00 GMT

At the age of 20:
I have turned into a middle aged housewife.

I love watching the today show (but only the KGL and Hoda hour), wifeswap, say yes to the dress, and the wendy williams show.

WTF IS WRONG WITH ME

Mon, 16 Nov 2009 03:59:12 GMT

I missed it by 4 days,

but happy SIXTH lj anniversary to me!

(FUUUUUCCCCCCCKKKK)

Tue, 20 Oct 2009 08:03:56 GMT

my heart just
fucking
dropped.

Mon, 12 Oct 2009 10:20:06 GMT

all i wanna do now is sleep, but i cant fall asleep.
there are too many exciting things going on. like researching a cross country train trip that i wanna take sometime in the future. and watching movies. i'm going on my third right now.

let's see how late i can stay up.

Sun, 04 Oct 2009 20:54:44 GMT

Things are finally coming into perspective. The wheels are turning and things will be different soon. This promise I will keep

Sat, 19 Sep 2009 10:40:46 GMT

every bottle she finds they don't compare to the ones she left behind

Fri, 07 Aug 2009 04:26:27 GMT

"It's a great time to clean out closets and have the rugs, windows, and upholstery cleaned; to make repairs, paint, and buy furniture; and to even make important renovations. If you need to change roommates, that too will be possible now. "

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 03:14:44 GMT

Just when the stress in my life starts to relive itself, something else comes up.

I hope I can find a cute studio downtown :\

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 02:03:23 GMT

sometimes I wish we lived in a place were money didnt matter.
but that's not the world we're in

Sat, 27 Jun 2009 16:46:52 GMT

"i've made a huge mistake."

Mon, 11 May 2009 17:05:45 GMT

This is the most relieved and confused I've been in a while.

Fri, 24 Apr 2009 05:57:11 GMT

I am, in a lack of better words,
SO. FUCKING. DONE.

take that as you will.
TUGB

Sun, 19 Apr 2009 05:55:53 GMT

I dont know what I'm more scared of right now,
finishing my invisible children video, submitting it and dropping everything to volunteer for 5 months
or staying here and settling; i dont even know if that's how i want to think of it as, but it might as well be.

the more i think i want either of these, the more scared i become.

existential breakdown, the breakdown

Mon, 30 Mar 2009 06:21:59 GMT

spring break was great. it's always times like those that restore my love and faith in my friends. but this time around i've realized that i have grown to love LA as well. for as long as I have resented it, i now know that LA is a good place. i couldnt ask for a better place to call my hometown. but it has also put SF into a different view for me. now i dont know what to do. with lisa and maybe beth leaving, i dont know what san francisco has in store for me. or even if i'll be here next year. everything is all up in the air right now, and i dont like this feeling. i'm just scared of being alone.

i need to realize that this is just the beginning, and there is so much more in store for me. whether it be in san francisco, LA, or somewhere else.

on a lighter note, golden bowl is the best food in the world, and i am going to miss it dearly.

Sun, 22 Feb 2009 10:01:04 GMT

dear world,

i am offically 20.

but at least i can say: "stupid teenagers"

Thu, 19 Feb 2009 06:05:25 GMT

ONLY FOR BETH

Thu, 05 Feb 2009 07:02:48 GMT

1. Apparently, I was named after a street. But my mom picked out the spelling later.

2. When i was little i used to HATE (like to the point were i would throw up if i smelt it) barbeque sauce, and now I bleed the stuff

3. I'd rather drink water than anything else.

4. My mom still gives me little gifts on valentines day and I still get an easter basket on easter (suck it ya'll)

5. I've had cats for most of my life, the last dog i remember having was named pepsi, and I dont remember what happened to him...

6. I wanted to be a photographer for National Geographic for most of my life, but I havent taken a picture in about a year (?) and I've pretty much lost all motivation to follow that dream

7. How I Met Your Mother is my favorite TV show (but most of you knew that)

8. I am enough Cherokee indian to live on a reservation.

9. I want to be a volcanologist one day

10. It takes me FOREVER to finish a book, i can read it just fine, but i'll just stop reading it and never pick it up again.

11. I get "sick" a lot. And by sick I mean I get allergies. But it's just easier to say I'm sick because allergies seems to go over people's heads a lot.

12. When I was little, I used to pt on my mom's perfume when she went out at night. She could always tell (no matter how hard i scrubbed off the smell) by my huge, red puffy eyes. But i grew out of my allergy to perfumes.

13. I will only, and ONLY eat bananas when the are all brown and spotted.

14. I also want to be a museum curator. This is probably spend the rest of my life doing.

15. I'm planning on joining the peace corps or invisible children after/when I graduate.

16. I don't really believe in marriage.

17. I love pointing out parts in movies/tv shows taht have been altered.

18. I've had my septum pierced twice, both times they fell out. And I'm going to get it pierced again

19. I always try to count things in threes.

20. I'm starting to think I'm too boring for thinking of 25 facts. Just me getting to 20 is a miracle. Plus I dont think I'm that interesting.

21. I enjoy eating the skin of fruits more then the fruit themselves. (mostly grapes)

22. I've never been the Mexico, or Canada, but I have been to England. I wasn't impressed.

23. Science has always been, and continues to be my favorite subject in school

24. I still love the feeling of Christmas time.

25. BETH. LAWYER'D.

Sat, 17 Jan 2009 08:10:23 GMT

even though registering was a B.I.T.C.H. and a half, i'm pretty excited to start classes!

Thu, 08 Jan 2009 03:00:28 GMT

don't get excited.
don't get excited.

until i know for sure, don't get excited.

Tue, 06 Jan 2009 01:57:24 GMT

i wish school would just start already so i can busy myself and not have to listen to my thoughts anymore.

Mon, 22 Dec 2008 08:26:20 GMT

i was just about to make an entry about how my flight got canceled and how i am taking a possible shady bus back home just so i dont have to waste 2 days here for christmas and how i was going to use that time to listen to some albums that i should have heard by now...

but then i realized how emo i sounded, and i have to put a stop to it.

Wed, 03 Dec 2008 19:11:26 GMT

i just bought so any snacks to get me through this 14 page paper. and if i finish it tonight then I am rewarding myself with new mascara and a septum re-piercing!

but i'm eating the snacks now in my stupid feminist class while a group presents about anal sex. FUN!

this entry was for beth, because yesterday she got all excited because she thought i was making a post, but i wasnt. dis one iz 4 u boo

ps- the group just gave out so many condoms. i'm gonna have so much seckz 2nite